This morning is Chemo #3. The rhythm is blood draw, see oncologist, start chemo. So I’ll be there from about 9:45am to 1pm. I’m not looking forward to today because it means another 21 day roller coaster ride. I realized last Wednesday in the hospital that I only had a week for this to start all over again and it made me sad. Five days of flu-like symptoms; 3 days of feeling great; 7 days of isolation with a possible 3 day hospital stay; then 7 days of freedom—YEAH!
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers today. Please pray that I will get to genuine gratitude for this process. It is the pathway to physical healing but I still feel like I’m kicking against it rather than being thankful in it.
My sweet hubby will be with me today. I’m thankful that Microsoft has given him great freedom to walk with me through this.
Grace to you,
jane
On the Greisen Side of Life 
Dear Dear Jane,
There’s PLENTY of time to be thankful later when you’re NOT feeling like crap (physically OR emotionally) . First of all, God knows your thankful even when you are expressing it. Secondly, kicking is good. It means you have fight in you and it scares the little buggers out of your system. Ever play wack-a-mole?
Prayers and possitive thoughts are streaming your way,
Barb
Thank you for your genuine sharing. Thank you for fighting. You bring strength to those who are praying and fighting with you!
Debbie Wiens