Today was my post op follow-up with the surgeon. Marc and I thought he would go over the pathology report with us but we were mistaken. That will happen in our appointment with the medical oncologist in a few days.
My daughter sent me a text this morning, “Praying for you”. I wrote back. “Thank you. I don’t want to go. It makes the cancer real.” Even though I have evidence of surgery, it is easy to put this in the back of my mind and go about the day. My daughter sent back a text “Yeah it’s hard. The cancer has been real before you were born. Today is no surprise to God and neither will tomorrow be.” I cried. Wise words from my Father to me through His daughter. He’s got this.
“Your eyes saw my unformed substance; In your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!” Psalm 139:16 & 17
The whole of Psalm 139 is wonderful. God knows us inside and out, He sees, we are never out of His presence.
Thank you all for your continued prayers for us.
Love you all,
jane & marc
We can trust in the character of God. It’s so hard to understand why we have to suffer. But for some reason, we do. He is good, faithful, true, just and wise. That’s what we trust. I’m holding you in my heart.